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Sunday, June 25th, 2006

Subject:hmmm... yeah...
Time:10:41 pm.
Mood: i <3 karma.
so, i guess people should thank me for their (psuedo) happienss... i was just thinking about that... not really much to think about, more like laugh i guess... well my birthday is coming up soon... schlitterbahn, then planning starts... im either gonna go to austin and take a couple people from here and have all my amigos from the atx join and go eat at either 219 west, saba's or that really good sushi place that i cant think of at the moment... and then go to the warehouse dist and down 6th... i would like to eat at romeo's but i ate there for my last birthday with someone...very intimate and cozy... or i could just get away by myself... hmmm.... i could go to nyc and see frank...hmmm.... that would be awesome...

so work has been going, dragging along painfully. since brandon and ron got into in friday night i had to stay and close broil... but since my boss is so awesome, he bought me drinks for the rest of the night, a couple beers, 3 shot and something else... but that hungover SUCKED... brandon and ron got suspended and we were being told that one was gonna get fired and we all heard that it was gonna be brandon, but i found out today that my brandon is NOT getting fired... yaayyyyy...but i guess that is all... peace
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Friday, June 16th, 2006

Subject:just a different day
Time:2:24 am.
Mood: and a fuck you too....
so i got to talk to all my close friends from austin today... kim, davey, george, david and charlie. george is gonna fly me to austin so i can have a vacation... well somewhat of a vacation...charlie is in canada... making that cho cho... kim is still in school about to have her bf of 3 months move in... no comment on that... not really a good idea tho...davey is still going to oilcan...with out me... tell captain i said hi...haha... david is in cali, supposedly...rascall flatts is on sunday.. yay... and less than 3 months till my bday... yeah buddy... party time... thank goodness my fam finally went and got new cell phones, i have felt out of the loop... being back here i have actually meet/ reacquainted myself with some friends... i wish i could get into a better sleeping routine, i dont like this stayin up till 2,3 or 4 in the freaking morning...but oh well... i guess going out doesnt help that either... but oh well...i feel that all i hear is whine, whine, whine, from everyone (well not everyone, but some) ever since i got back...but ill keep all my thoughts to my self... dont want to get anyone's panties in a wad...hah... i guess, really, who cares... well im try and go to sleep... i have sooo much to do tomorrow... get a massage, fix my pedicure, go shopping...go out... thats all.
peace out bitches and HOES!
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Tuesday, June 13th, 2006

Subject:qotd
Time:12:52 am.
Mood: geeky.
Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Mahatma Gandhi
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Saturday, June 10th, 2006

Subject:same shit
Time:1:14 am.
just a different day... well its true. same people, doing the same thing, day after day... people continue to fool themselves even when they know whats true... love continues to be fake... bitches continue to bitch...fuckers continue fucking... the city still stinks, i mean, your city still stinks...new things/places/people [eventually] await... got a raise and a promotion...and a wake up??? just thought of that...you and i were meant to drown... saw the break-up, very cleaver... but not really. got new shoes and they rock like my old tigres...lets go to lake travis... or the river... 3 months and 2 days...peace and good night
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Sunday, April 2nd, 2006

Subject:so yeah
Time:8:59 pm.
Mood: i need some water.
well, its been awhile since i have posted anything... this is finals week and i have the following things to do...
~persuasive speech due tomorrow
~informative speech on plantains due tomorrow
~a 16-20 page powerpoint presentation that is due tomorrow
~9 chapters of extra credit work for math
~a 13chapter workbook

plus 3 finals

i am the worlds worst about procrastination....fuckers!

well i got back into town today after surprising my familia... it was cool...

but yeah... i guess that shall be it for now...
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Monday, March 13th, 2006

Subject:so, what is there to speak of???
Time:4:42 pm.
Mood: content.
lets see here... where do i begin... im kinda ready for spring break to be over with. the only thing i have to look forward to is sxsw and the parties... and the flaming lips. thanks to john david i will still be able to see them. so im gonna stay over there on wed night and thurs kim is gonna take to where i need to be... and then i will be home. i cant wait. i miss my family and friends alot... well, i think i need to find a new job since the THE DITCH, fucking el arroyo are bitches. i wish i could have stayed at chilis... they seem like they understand more.

i got my nose pierced a few weeks ago and i wonder my mom and robbie are going to say... its not like its permanent, like my tattoos.... i cant wait for the heritage festival and the food... i hope i dont run into some people... that would be so fucking nice... but hey oh well...

damn my hands are dry...

but yeah... things have been getting better. hopefully jason will be gone soon. that would be nice... but im glad that i responded to john david a few months ago, otherwise we wouldnt be talking now. i really like hanging out with him... he is so funny and nice...

but thats all i will speak of....
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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006

Subject:ummm... so.... yeah....
Time:11:57 pm.
Mood: its allll good!.
so im sitting my the pool at like midnight, using someone's internet ( thank you very much) being a loser... not much to speak of... just trying to make that money... haha... that sounded gay! but yeah...hmmm... cant think of anything else to say to im out
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Thursday, March 2nd, 2006

Subject:Mother Fuckin SXSW
Time:9:30 am.
Mood: 12 days to SXSW.
so sxsw is in less than 2 weeks... so i got the hook up and i now am getting into the mogwai show for sure, but i might not be seeing them because there is a WELL KNOWN band that is a play a very low key show and i might be able to get into that instead... that would be so bad ass... but if i dont get to see them, then i will be at the after party. knowing people that know people is the Shit! so im gonna be going to a lot of the after parties... i cant wait, they give you lots of free shit... last year the fader one gave away mp3 players and something else really cool but i cant remember. i am building up my sleep credits because that whole week i probably wont be sleeping... school is ok, life is whatever...

that is all
over and out
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Tuesday, February 28th, 2006

Subject:this shit better be right...
Time:11:34 am.
Mood: i have cramps damn't!.
Dear alicia, Here is your horoscope for Tuesday, February 28: Messes are so, well, messy -- but oftentimes, the best opportunities come from the most chaotic times. Don't be in such a hurry to clean things up. Instead, let these circumstances inspire you in new ways. so class was funny today, especially supervision. we were discussing communication... the teacher asks, 'have any of yall been in a personal relationship where the communication was not good'... i respond immediately with an oh yes and proceed to make comments along the line of 'what communication'... i guess you had to be there.... funny...oh yes it was well i guess that shall be it...
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Monday, February 27th, 2006

Time:11:52 am.
Mood: just chillen man....
Dear Alicia, Here is you horoscope for Monday, February 27, 2006: Easy come, easy go. If this is meant to be yours, it'll find its way back to you. In the meantime, why not unclench that jaw and loosen those fists? It's time to appreciate what you do have right now. I thought this fits perfectly....
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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006

Subject:wtf, nah stfu....
Time:12:11 pm.
Mood: yes i have no mouth.
so it seems like i can never win... by now, that shouldnt be surprising.... ever since sunday its just been one big cluster fuck of emotions and fuck tards. the topic of the week is lets fuck alicia over.... im sure people are getting a laugh out of it, but honestly, i dont give a FUCK and always remember karma is a bitch. i need to find alot of shit this week, money, transportation and a new place to live....


luckily i have some REAL friends in my life that have supported me....

im sleepy... time to nap
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Saturday, February 18th, 2006

Subject:Texas Tech won!!!
Time:7:20 pm.
Mood: fuck this cold weather.
Well, all I have done today is sit around and clean the apt, do laundry, do my hair, post comments on myspace, looked through my new books for my new classes that start on monday and talk to jason for like 15 minutes.... which really isnt that much...

well, i made an 83 on my written test, wahoo!!! passed the class and now i get to start with new classes on monday. last night me and kim went to castaways to see jason. we all then went to ihop so kim could see 'our' friend luke... it was funny... especiailly when jason tried stuffing my face with the strawberries from his french toast, which then spilt on my lap and then i laughed and it came out of my mouth.... it was funny...

i know i keep saying this but i love being with jason... he is awesome... he makes me realize a lot of things... i havent been this happy in a very long time... even when i thought i was happy before i have realized that that wasnt happiness... that was just me being content.... i love just cuddling with him and talking about common interests... again, i did not have that before...

but anyways.... emeril and mario are making some pasta dishes that look awesome.... and i can even make that stuff... man im hungry now....

and now for my texas tech moment of the day....



  
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Thursday, February 16th, 2006

Subject:finally, the hard part is over
Time:12:55 pm.
Mood: about to take a nap....
so today was my practical... i was so nervous going in... but, i did awesome on everything.... i had one screw up but my overall grade was an 85, which is great.... im so happy with it. i had a hot pot and the handle was freakin on fire and i wasnt even paying attention and picked it up, but that time my right hand was scorched... the thing is, you cant talk during practical so i bit my tongue, literally. i had to start using my left hand mainly... but its all good...

i worked next to jason today... i like working next to him... he keeps me in check... keeps me focused... i got all my shit done and when i fucked up my polenta, he could tell that i was upset, but he gave me the 'you are doing great' look.... soooo, tomorrow is our written final then 101 is over.... next classes are wine tasting, public speaking, math and... damn i forgot...

but anyways... im so tired

later guys...
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Wednesday, February 15th, 2006

Subject:holy shit, i am tired
Time:12:31 am.
well, im finally home from work... that totally blew... i had like 3 hours of sleep last night and i only got like an hour nap today.... plus school and work... im so exhausted... its a miracle im even posting this....

well, i guess its official now... jason and i are a couple... YAY!!! damn, i really like him. ive realized a lot with him and he makes me feel complete. everything that i used to think was right or good, was wrong.... its nice to be with someone that shows a genuine interest in you... whether its in public or not...

so i got jason a texas tech jersey for valentines day....

but i will update more later.... im about to fall asleep....

more to follow later,,,
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Saturday, February 11th, 2006

Subject:dot dot dot
Time:4:46 pm.
Mood: lets finish madagascar tonight.
so, i finally got back to kims. last night i stayed with jason and watched friday after next and some of madagascar before we passed out. what a cute movie... we went and ate breakfast at waterloo this morning at 8:00 and then i went with him to work and ate lunch and watched him work... i am the mother fucking queen of mirror mirror, a touch-screen game thing at the bar at castaways...

so i think we have figured out what kind of dog we want... a chocolate lab...female... we want a big dog, not a small prissy dog. im so excited.

so all next week we (jason me and kim) are gonna practice are asses off for the practical we have on thursday... no talking and a lot of concentration will be going on. i know who im standing by.... we are gonna start planning our timing and mise en place

here is the shopping list for practicing:

6 doz eggs
good pan to flip with
and everything else that we are gonna need that i cant think of right now....

texas tech is playing colorado right now....

yay for valentines day. i get to go shopping in a little bit so i can go buy something for jason. plus i made $100 last night so im gonna treat myself to something too.... i need it.... new shirt, jeans, earrings.... who knows????

well i guess im done for now... kim gets to go to work tonight which sucks....

TT all the way!
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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006

Subject:February is gonna be the shit....
Time:3:54 pm.
Mood: wahooo... time to rest.
So, today was a good day in the kitchen, we made lasagna, macaroni & cheese (FUCKING AWESOME) and spaghetti alla carbonara... yummy yummy.... tomorrow is dumplings... and me and jason are partners so there will be all work and no play, well, maybe some play.... :)

tonight all 3 of us work (me, jason and kim) so they are gonna go see at work and sleepover time..... i have been having sooo much fun and i cant wait for sxsw so i can take jason to all the good shows... and we wont be hiding.... lol...

i honestly dont understand why some people have to be immature about things...blah blah FUCKING blah... lets hide because we are scared little babies...
does this sound familiar... do you remember, san antonio, glittering blackness... yeah, still not sad... why must we keep bringing up the past... that was like a year ago... i have new memories to be making now...

so tonight will be interesting... i havent been to work in a little over a week.

well i need to rest so i can get ready for work...
peace...
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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006

Subject:last day o' the month
Time:6:59 pm.
Mood: feeling great!!!.
so, today is the last day of january, i cant believe this month is already over. 8 more months till my bday, haha, just kidding. but this month has been crazy, and honestly not bad. im having a great time here in austin and i wouldnt change for anything or anyone. i love my friends here and i feel like that i am at a great point in my life. the past few days have been wonderful. my cousin came to austin this weekend and we went to eat where jason works. i love hanging out with him. he is not like anyone else. we had so much fun yesterday searching for a freaking pasta maker. oh my, we picked him up at around 2ish and we didnt get back to kims apt until nearly 7. we decided to make HOMEMADE spinach pasta with a white clam sauce, red chard and french bread with a garlic butter on top. (oh yeah, its crazy that i am eating all these awesome foods. i love chard now. for those of you who dont know what chard is, its similar to like a collard green/spinach. yummy...) so after we decided that that was gonna be the main course we went to whole foods, then central market, mission restaurant supply, ace mart, highland mall and finally bed, bath and beyond... i bet jason that the maker was gonna be under $32.50, so he was like ok, then when we got to bb&b, he decided that, that had to include tax. so when it got rang up, the total was $32.46... i know it doesnt sound that funny, but it was, and him nearly taking off his leg and my neck.... clumsy...

so we got to kims and made sooo much food. oh my, it was sooooo good. we all toasted to our great success and tim came over. kim set up her dining room table with candles and i played some amos lee for mood music and me and kim proceeded to get a little toasty. it was sooo cute, the dinner, not us being goofy. the music fit the mood and it was awesome... i love hanging out with these people. but me and jason went and watched tv and passed out. i dont know why i stayed up till 5am the night before, with only 45 min of sleep.

so today was a great production day. it could have been shitty but this girl came up to me and asked if i wanted to switch partners with her because she knows that i cant deal with this fucker. so i worked with shelly and davey, and we knocked shit out. i made a bad ass basil pesto with bow tie pasta (fucking awesome) and we had an alfredo sauce with spinach noodles, cheese ravioli with oilio and tomato pasta with putenesca sauce. kim made the cutest ravioli with her heart shaped cutters. tomorrow we have dry pasta and im with someone i dont really like and then me and jason work together on dumplings, another really hard day. but we will knock shit out. focus, fooocussss......

i have been doing alot of thinking here lately, especially with all the shit and stuff that has gone down. i hate that people try to remind me of things that are in the past, or for that matter, just stuff that is going on now, like rubbing shit in my face. honestly, i have never felt this good. its nice feeling happy and giddy. you know, if someone would have told me that i was gonna be here, at this point, living in austin a year ago, i would not have believed it. i am proud of myself for moving here and overcoming all the obstacles that have come across my path. im glad that i listened to my head and not my heart. i have learned alot and i feel that i am a much, MUCH better person. 'what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger'. i miss my family alot and im glad that they have stuck by me through all my decisions, right and wrong. but yeah, thats my month in review....

i think its sooo cool that when we watch the food network, we know what they are talking about when they say bechamel sauce, mire poix, and all the stuff that we have learned... i know im a dork...

so im done with this for now.... later homes...
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Thursday, January 26th, 2006

Subject:man, im so tired
Time:6:23 pm.
Mood: nap time.
well, today was a really good day. first at school me and davey got all of our dishes done, which most people didnt... and we got great grades. so that was good. then luke came over to kims apt and i cooked, again... homemade chicken nuggets and pasta, then we went to my hot tub and things got steamy, literally... well its like 60 degrees and the hot tub felt sooo good... so warm and toasty. then we went and got ice cream, yeah its strange. tomorrow i get my charger back and my cousin is coming up here. YAY....hopefully i will be able to walk around with hopping along...

i think im gonna take a nap. tomorrow i will be discussing more... im just tired now.
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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006

Subject:chocolate milk and powdered donuts....
Time:11:57 pm.
Mood: im high bitches.
well, i guess you could say that this week started off bad but slowly as the week starts to end, its getting better... my cousin is coming to austin this weekend, ive been hanging out with cool people, i havent had to work (good and bad thing), i have been doing good in school (really good thing), and we finally got some shit to smoke. ive realized who my true friends are, and who they arent. in general, this week has faired pretty well. plus, our creation (g bong) is taking shape beautifully. fuck yeah man. i wish myspace would finish with its crap so i can log in....

and i want you, and i want you ...
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug.....

bow down to the one you serve,
you're going to get what you deserve....

so yeah. i got pretty toasty today... ahhh... it was great... new friends that smoke = more smoking for you... hellz yes...

i dont really feel like frying anything tomorrow, and im sooo ready to be done with vegetables, even though my vegetable strudle kicked ass today...

hmmm... i wonder if there is anything else to discuss... hmmm... not yet, ill save that for later... im tired and ready to go to sleepy time. school starts in like 6 hours.... peace fuck faces

ps - whats up with me listening to NIN???
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Tuesday, January 24th, 2006

Subject:Lets smoke a bowl...
Time:4:59 pm.
Mood: i need a bowl.
So, last night, fractured foot and all, I cooked food (chicken parmesan and homemade alfredo sauce with bowtie pasta) for Luke, Kim, Tim and me, and it was really good. So we smoked a little and after the 2 liter was empty, we got a brilliant idea... Here are the pics...


This is Luke and me preparing the materials... fun times...


  

  

  

  




  

  


And here is Kim and Tim... awwwww


  
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